Saturday, September 26, 2009

Farewell Toffee, 1994-2009

So one Saturday I’m volunteering with my mom at the local humane society. A litter of 5 kittens arrives, no surprise. But only weeks old, their eyes barely open, dumped off without their mother. Shelter staff nervously ask each other who could take them home for their nighttime feedings. But everyone's house is already filled to the brim with pets, owned and fostered. I immediately pipe up with "I will!", then thought maybe I should call Kevin first for permission. Oh well!

Kevin remembers answering the phone that day, hearing, "promise you won't get angry with me... ." He eventually learned to reply with, "how many this time?" (What a guy!) And Toffee entered our lives.

She was the largest kitten in the litter, easily double the size of her litter mates. And she was the most energetic. She hopped around like a tiny rabbit until finally crashing from sheer exhaustion. That litter of kittens gave us quite a challenge, crying, eating, and pooping throughout the day. One day they even squeezed their tiny bodies between the equally tiny bars of their cage and ran amuck. They loved to sleep on a soft blanket inside a deep laundry basket that we could pick up for easy transport around the house. They also loved to sleep with my brother (a house guest at the time), all 5 kittens cuddled around his neck. He never slept much during those nights, too afraid he might roll over on a kitten. Yet he just couldn't bring himself to disturb them.

A few weeks later, the kittens chubby and happy, the time came to return them to the shelter. Luckily, two were already adopted by friends. Two were adopted within hours at the shelter, leaving only Toffee. We thought her the most beautiful kitty in the litter, yet nobody wanted her! Home she went with us until the next weekend. During this time, our other cat, Moon Pie, fell in love with her, and curled around her like a momma cat every chance he got.

The next Saturday at the shelter, alone and frightened in her cage, she refused to let anyone near her. Worried, I called Kevin, who replied, "Well, Moon Pie just loves her. Why don't we just keep her?"

Toffee and Moon Pie

The largest kitten in the litter grew to weigh a mere 6 pounds. She remained tiny all her life, and best friends with Moon Pie.

Fifteen wonderful years after that second phone call to Kevin, this easygoing, very independent kitty decided her time with us was up. After a brief struggle with liver disease, it was time to meet Moon Pie at the Rainbow Bridge. Emily sobbed last Tuesday when we told her Toffee was going to kitty heaven. We told her that Moon Pie would meet her at the Rainbow Bridge, and that Toffee would be able to see us from Heaven. So now we look for clouds in the sky that look like Toffee, and that comforts her. Even David, who doesn't quite seem to grasp what happened, looks to the sky with Emily and waves to the clouds.

You were six tiny pounds and so easy to love. Farewell, Toffee. You'll always be that tiny kitten to us, with Moon Pie curled lovingly around you.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

You are truly my heros, I feel for you and understand fully what you are going through. She was also your "child" and she is at peace now and know that she had a wonderful life with you. Boy, this makes me miss all of you more. Why is there so much distance between us? I need to hug all of you right now. I will call you tomorrow. Love & miss all of you sooooo much!

Aunt Sissy xoxoxo

Grammifrani said...

Just love your story & tribute to your very loved pets. No wonder you were chosen to get two beautiful children as well. You are both the most loving Mom & Dad I know be it for kittens or children YOU HAVE IT ALL!!!!

Love, Grammifrani/"Mum"

Anonymous said...

Hi....Thanks for beautiful words about Toffee. It's so hard to say goodbye to a precious pet. Can't you just picture Moon Pie waiting on the bridge for her. Maybe they'll run into James Bond and tell him we miss him. I really believe that one day they will be waiting for us too. Hugs.....Margot, Brent, Crissy, Skippy and Buster

Anonymous said...

With tears in my eyes I know the emptiness your hearts are feeling...Toffee had the best life with you and it's nice to know Moon Pie has his friend back - I know they are waiting for us and will someday rejoin us but the time between seems forever....Thanks for sharing your story of how Toffee found you and picked you as his forever family....Hugs to you all -- XOOXOXOXOX Wanda, Gary and Pluto

Unknown said...

As my little chihuahua ages...I gaze into her cloudy eyes, and I am so thankful that she found me. She was a gift from God, certainly, and we've gone through some tough stuff together. I stroke her often, hug her tight and tell her how much I love her, because I know there will be a day when I won't be able to. I know we will see our beloved animals in heaven. Toffee was such a gift to you and your family. Within that furry exterior there is a an innocent perfection , a pure spirit that loves, that feels, that accepts us no matter. No human can give us this. The children will grieve, and it will be one of the many hard lessons of losing a loved one, be they human OR animal. But there will be other furry angels to help you through, and Toffee will purr approvingly from her well earned spot in Heaven!

All things bright and beautiful,
All creatures great and small,
All things wise and wonderful
The Lord God made them all.-
Ce­cil F. Al­ex­an­der

My heart to yours...Jeanene